Dean Richardson

Dean Paul Richardson,
5/7/08
Aged 26
manual worker
Milton Keynes
Dean has 2 brothers and 1 sister, I won't go into all his history as this has already been done by Christine who is a wonderfull friend to Faye Deans mum
Dean had a terrible and tragic motorbike accident


Dean is my soul mate, and for whatever reason was snatched away from me too soon. He is the kindest person that anyone would ever choose or have the pleasure to meet. He is handsome, funny, attentive, kind, caring, thoughtfull, loving, cheeky, adventurous, hard working, smart, clever and has been known also as a loveable rouge.

What we had together was so powerfull, scarey at times but warm and enjoyable. Friends described me pre-Dean as hard, icy, emotionless and angry!! Wow did he change all that in seconds, I never believed in love which is quite crazy really since I am actually 10yrs older than Dean, i thought it was stuff that was kept for the movies and books. How wrong was I???? Dean came along i relaxed, i smiled, i softened, i become understanding rather than angry, i kissed and i cuddled without any stiffness, I even cuddled friends who had known me for years and had never had a hug off me!! people were shocked at this person in front of them, no-one more than me, i liked the Tracy that Dean had found without even trying. What had he done to me I often asked friends they also asked me the same, but they all loved him for finding this person in me. I didnt want to feel all this love for him, I didnt even try, it just happened! this is the special kind soul he is.
We spent every available second together, we constantly touched held and kissed and this for the first time in my life felt dam great! Thankyou Dean.
He had heard people saying how Tracy will NEVER marry again (i was married years ago) this is something i had myself stated often. He asked me would I marry him, wow yes of coarse I will, but we had that taken from us and now we never will!
Dean often feared that he would loose me and spoke about this often, (quite ironic really that he ended up leaving me) not because he doubted my love for him, but because he felt feelings that he was out of control of and grasped what we both had but was fearfull it would be snatched away!! he said he had never felt love like this before but that there was something deeper and stronger that he had no control over, I also had this we both felt exactly the same. This is why I can say with confidence that he IS MY SOUL MATE!!
Why when we were both so happy and had planned so much for the future has he been taken?? this I will trully never understand!
Did he mean to leave me?
does he miss me?
does he still love me?
will i meet up with him again?
these are just a few of the questions i will ask every day for the rest of my life.
He would never have lost me or my love so why did the angels take such a young kind and special person away from us so quickly cruelly and without remorse?

Please rest in peace my Dean, earths special angel should have been left here to do the special things he done.
Gone but NEVER forgotten. I will be yours and yours alone forever, so please wait for me babe, till the angels come to collect me!